Hey unhappy couples trying to make your relationship work. Please do us happy single people a favor and keep us out your lane. You clap on then clap off couples need to either go to counseling, go find god, go to a swingers club or let go and let god. Stop clapping off getting involve with happy people then clapping on when you see or feel that person isn’t fitting into your comfort zone or what your use too.  So you then run and clap on back to your norm relationship because your lonely. This is not right in many ways I can list but won't.  Now the main one I will mention is when you decided to clap off one or the other may find that right one and either fall in love or can't ever leave that person alone no matter how hard you clap them hands to turn it back on. WHY because not all singles who are single are bad or ain't shit. So even if you go out your way and clapped them hands the light may be on, but it will NEVER be on 100%. You will always have the switch on, however the light won't only be shinning on you.

I mean more power to those who are OK with their clap on clap off relationships just don't get mad or act sour when things turn on in a NEW light. Don't be mad and blame no one but yourself for wanting to stay in your comfort zone. Most people who clap on and off are those who do not want to leave their comfort zone. Others love drama and use that clap off clap on syndrome to make their relationship spicy. This is cool if that’s your thing. HOWEVER do not I REPEAT DO NOT involve happy singles in the hand clapping game. I mean unless you 100 about your situation that's different. Give the person the option to leave or stay. I mean the amount of people I met who are happy single and would rather keep it that way, I am sure you will find a person who understands. Even if you’re unsure make it clear because when feelings get deep and the other party clapping on. They may clap and see a while new light. Some clap on and try to deal with the new light or pretend it never changed. Others clap and turn it right back off. No matter your decision stay in your unhappy lane till you figure it out.

Since leaving things that I can’t control up to god I seriously been having some come to Jesus moments.  After reading the breakdown of marriage and sex I make notes of what NOT to do in my next marriage. 

When sexual infidelity is crossed the sacred bond of marriage is Jeopardized. Not only does sexual infidelity hurts a couple’s relationship, but it can cause pain and problems for an entire family.
Though god has established boundaries within marriages to seek sexual satisfaction, he is not a killjoy. In fact he created sex to be enjoyed between a husband and wife. He never intended for marriages to become lifeless and dull. If a couple keeps romance alive in their marriage, the temptation to look for someone else to meet their needs will be much less appealing.

I come to see why my ex-spouse and I are divorced.  Trust and believe when they say, if god is not the head of your house hold, the devil will use it as a playground.  YES ALLLLLLLLLLL Marriages have problems, but continuous lies, cheating and MORE lies does NOT make you loyal.  It makes you stupid and blind.  Trust me I know.  I been that women and have been in a situation where I am watching how I could have STILL been that women IF I did not leave.

During my marriage my ex-husband  was finding himself and was selfish to bring me along rather than leave me alone. It was to the point I refuse to leave because I INVESTED so much of me into him.  After watching War Room I noticed just in that 2 hour span, where I went wrong.  I was so busy trying to change him I lost me.  It was not MY JOB to change him, it was god's job. So I laugh because, K. Michelle said it best, "You can't raise NO MAN".  They say when you look for it you would find it…well I sure did. I found out about each and every girl he was dealing with or trying to deal with. YET I STAYED. The lies, text, mental abuse, sex only when he wanted and the insensitivity to how I felt grew deep inside and caused insecurities. People I knew called me weak for staying but marriage meant that much too me! Through it all I still tried to work it out.  Even after realizing we got married for ALL the wrong reason. After feeling helpless and stuck I decided to go to counseling, which started my journey to re-find me and my happiness.  For months I ask to separate to see if what we had was even real, because I grew tired.  It took him some time to get on my level and respect how I felt, but he did. 

After reading this I truly do not blame him for his actions.  Though I have told him this over and over again, he was just not into me, because he was still seeking who he wanted to be.  While looking for something made it hard to appreciate what was in front of him.  During our separation I give him credit, because he tried.  However I grew tired of the same thing, crying for the same thing and wanting for the same thing.  I was broken, so before I break something that was already broken I asked for a divorce. Our marriage had become lifeless and dull because the boundaries of marriage were broken. We became comfortable in our routine, however NOTHING was changing.  What I come to realize is that marriage is supposed to build us as one, not break us down.  Once it is completely broken it takes more than your will to fix it, it takes god's will.

Can the bondage be fixed?  After getting  baptized I look back and wondered if it could have.  However that was not the plan.  I also would not be the women I am today.  To answer the question, with god and IF BOTH parties put their alllllllllllllllllll into making it work then yes it can.  However if one is still stuck in their ways,  not willing, STILL have a hidden agenda or Loves someone else.  The devil will continue to play and prey....and GUESS WHAT god will let it happen, because through the holy spirit he gives sooooooooooooooooo many signs for you to see.  You better believe though god WILL NEVER leave you, he will eventually wash his hands of that situation you choose to stay in and let it be what YOU want.   Even though he has proven this is NOT what he wants for you.

I share this because some people need to understand the true value of marriage, especially when it comes to sex and infidelity.  I will do it again, this time I will do it god's way.